When I was a child, I really love reading fairy tales. I could stand for so long just to read lots of short stories about a kingdom with the prince and the princess.
And just like the other girl, I wish that someday I'd be proposed romantically, I'd get married in Catedral with a beautiful wedding dress, and of course, marry a prince!
In fact.. that 'happily ever after' start with 'once upon a time' and only exist in a story book; not in my life.
9 years ago, I walked side by side with my (ex) husband in The Saint Mary Church. I wore a pink-purple gown and swore in front of God, the priest, my family, and friends, that I will always be with him and love him forever.
Few years later, each of us decided to separate although we have our own little princess, which means that there's no 'live happily ever after' for my love story.
Those story books don't tell me what my life's gonna be without a prince by my side, or how can another prince fall in love with me and my princess..
But deep down in my heart, I still wish for another prince. I don't need a kingdom or crown. Just a prince who would love me and my daughter..
And we live happily ever after..
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